Monthly Archives: April 2007

Been a while since a phero-update.

Music: “All The World Is Green” -Tom Waits

Trying to think of what I’ve worn recently… hmm…

I’ve been testing out MX134, but I left school early both days, before I could really gauge my results. MX134 is being touted as the women’s version of A314, which is to say a pheromone that merits respect and gives you a professional, in-control aura. There have been rave reviews of it on the forums recently, so I figured I would try it out, since I happen to have a little bottle of it.

6-7 sprays later, I smelled kind of like pizza sauce due to the copulins present. I wandered off to class where a female friend proceeded to assault me and tell me that Tom dropping out was my fault. While this bothered me for the entire class period, I managed to effectively shut her up. And I phrase it that way because that’s exactly what I did – she claimed she wasn’t talking to me anymore, said that it was my fault, yadda yadda, and the minute I said something in response (once I got over my initial state of bewilderment, because Tom is a big boy and can make his own decisions ;P) and she instantly sat down and said “I won’t argue with you. This is stupid.” She didn’t say a word to me for the rest of the day.

After this, I headed down to Matt’s car, and we drove around a while, getting pretty lost for a while. He talked a lot, comfortably, and I found myself not stressing about the silences like I normally do. I was also wearing about 90mcg TAH at the time, and he’s never had that reaction to TAH alone, which I’ve been wearing all the time recently.

I did, at some point in the recent weeks, discover that Tom ADORES TAH though. Whenever I wear it, he gives me that “hungry” look that I love so much. He’s very touchy, very suggestive, kind of lustful. I don’t know anyone else on the forums who has received such an overtly sexual reaction to TAH. From friends, TAH gets me a sort of “what-can-I-do-for-you” reaction, with everyone vying for my attention and doing what they can to make sure I’m pleased. It’s kind of royal treatment, but to a lesser extent.

My most notable recent experience with pheromones is detailed here: lots-eow-lots-tah-lots-hits-2964.html

I megadosed, which is to say I wore more than is considered entirely sane. 🙂

I’m pretty random here, my thoughts are going from topic to topic and I’m sure my writing reflects it. I’m tired, so I’ll cut this short.

Jessmo out. 😛


Hair, hair…

So, the amazing reddish-purple is fading out of my hair. I dyed it back in January at some point, if I remember correctly… maybe early February, and I fell fast in love with the results. You can see the dye job halfway done if you look at my avatar, but the picture doesn’t do it justice -when first dyed, over my naturally sable-ish hair, it was this bright, eye-catching, DIHL-inducing fuchsia. It was supposed to be purple, but came out more red on my hair, which is fine with me, really, because I don’t like the bluish purples that are out there.

I was thinking I’d go Blood Red (Special Effects hair color), because I checked’s gallery of the stuff, and if I chose to lighten my hair I wouldn’t need to do it too much to get the color to show up. It’s a gorgeous color, really, and I adore the pictures of it, but there’s another part of me that’s nagging and simply won’t shut up, going on and on about how I ought to do something completely out of my comfort zone, like bleaching my whole head and going straight purple…

I really like the Blue-Haired Freak color, but blue tends to go green on yellowy-bleached hair, and when I bleached the front half of my head three years ago, it was definitely yellow. BTW, when I bleached then, it was for a dark purple, a crappy brand that bled right out and was gone in a month. I STILL have some golden tips in the front, where the bleached hair hasn’t quite grown out yet. This is why I’m iffy about going all out and doing my whole head. I might consider LIGHTENING my hair a tiny bit, to better house whatever I choose, but that’s about it, I think… hmm…